Shopping Haul

Got my nails done last night with my mum for a late gift.

Found a lot of good things while I was out !

SOHO Naturals Kabuki Brush it provides moderate to full coverage.

It's short handle makes it easy to hold and control as it moves around your

face - perfect brush to use with mineral makeup, loose or pressed powder, or bronzer.

It's a densely packed bristle in a very pretty pink. They're very soft and fluffy.

Material: Nylon Fibers

Handle: Bamboo

sohobeauty.com

I found this cute package of creme sponges. They're really soft

cute and absorbent and come is so many different shapes. My favorite of course

is that really cute teal heart. According to the packaging the creme shop has

been around since 1987 as an established premier beauty supply manufacturer.

It's a Los Angeles made product and the make more than just makeup sponges.

www.thecremeshop.com

I got a few first aid kits Hello Kitty of course. This one is a small 

purse size kit that holds 2 Antiseptic wipes, 2 gauze pads, 4 large bandages & 

4 small bandages, all in a cute tin case.

This one is a 75 piece first aid kit of course again is Hello Kitty.

This kit includes: 1 Anti-itch cream, 1 Pain relief spray, 6 gauze pads,

4 soft gel fever patches, 10 Antiseptic wipes, 15 large bandages, 1 small

rectangular bandage, 10 cotton balls, 1 self adhesive wrap, 1 instant cool pack,

8 get well stickers, & 1 emergency contact card. They all feature hello kitty on the 

packaging in some way.

Sanrio really outdid them selves I can't wait to use them, i'm sure it

wont be long the way myself and Barry are accident prone lol.

I love all my kawaii things I got! 

Things are looking up

 I'm so proud of my life right now I can't wait to

see how things will go for Barry & Myself.

I'm going to be putting my best foot forward into 

loosing as much weight as I can. I know I have a few

friends who can help me get that kick in the ass that I need.

I'm looking into working from home as well, I found it online

at nextworkathome.com it's for brand name companies taking orders

online and placing them for delivery. I'm excited to start learning more

about the company and seeing where it can take me because this is perfect

for my anxiety I wont have to leave my house in a frantic attempt to be on

time for shifts and I get to make my own hours. 

But this is a big step because when I solidify these to things then

we are going to start thinking about having kids in the next year or two.

If my weight is managed then there wont be as many complications 

with my health if I have a baby. I've got the baby fever i'm not afraid to 

admit it. It's hitting me harder than I thought it would.

Saint Valentine ♥

I had the most wonderful Valentines Day.

Barry had to work the majority of the day until 8pm.

I started my day getting ready for a movie date with Marjorie.

We saw 50 Shades of Grey.

I now wish to own the books so I will be looking into acquiring those.

I got home for 6:30pm so I didn't have long to wait for Barry

to be off to begin our Valentines.

We ordered in 241 pizza and ate at 8:15pm

after we exchanged gifts.

Barry got my Munchkin Avdenture Time Eddition!

I can't wait to play it!

Then he gave me a Red Velvet box with a hand written note folded inside.

Then he allowed me to open my card which he had lovingly placed a beautiful

10 carrot white gold heart shaped pendant with necklace.

It's gorgeous and I couldn't be happier.

After that he opened my gift to him and he loved it!

I wont go into details as to what happened next but It was a success.

♥I Love You Barry Clifford Leavoy♥

Birth

I have so many friends that have kids now. 

Many of which are on a second or third child.

The majority of them never even wanted kids...

But i'm over here like "I want a baby" and have no luck

what so ever in the department. Not that i'm trying but it's

not that i'm the most protective in the area.

I hate that I have PCOS, I hate that when it comes to it

i'm going to go through a living hell to get pregnant.

Sometimes I think maybe I should just give up and not

have kids, tell Barry that i'm just not going to have any and 

then I see how great he is with any age of child and it melts my heart.

I want a baby so bad. I want someone to love me that I can give my all to.

Maybe it wont happen, maybe it will, I don't know if things will happen.

But I hope i'm at least given the chance to have it happen before

something worse happens with my PCOS or worse...cervical cancer.

These are the days I miss my best friend Heather.

She would have something encouraging to say to me.

To pull me out of this frame of mind.

I miss you babe.

...Throwing Rocks

I wish I had te chance to have a true sibling but it wasn't in my cards clearly. My so called sister just can't leave things lying down. I've made changes in my life and because of some of my new goals and outlooks on life I figured let's start clean take everyone out of that blocked list (Facebook). That blew up in a weeks time. Not that I thought anything would come from it at all my sister messages me because she noticed she was off the list.... [ 1. How did you even notice I don't talk to you or say shit to you, 2. Why do you care & 3. At least your paying attention ]

Not cause I try to be nice when she asks "I noticed you unblocked me" my reply "because your my sister". Nothing but drama from there. I'm tired of her lies and excuses. I'm tired of her taking out her frustrations on me. I deserve better than her and I have it in Richard. 

Her words are hurtful and her fibs are

Outrageous! At least I have Beary to keep me calm. So here's it, a day of mourning, my sister is offically dead, Rest In Hell Bitch. Ima do me, kiss my ass drama queen. 

Old Friends Revised?

I faced a pretty large part of my past this week and it went better than I thought.

I had a falling out with my best friend of 13 years, about 3 years ago.
We stopped talking for 3 years straight.
Reasons don't need to be mentioned but we just fell apart.
I made the decision when I saw her that I would say my peace and see how it went.
She was waiting apparently. It was really nice to reconnect with her.
I'm not going to divulge my everything into it until I know how it's going to go.
But so far it seems promising.

I'm proud that I faced one of my many anxieties and it didn't blow up in my face.
Hopefully it still wont.
I believe it will be a well made decision.