What Family

I'm sick to my stomach right now. I literally cant take anymore of this 

bullshit family nonsense. Everyone is so vindictive and secretive behind

everyone else back and I hate it. I had two good sets of family members

my cousins Rich and Kitty and my Aunt Colette and Uncle Tim. People I

look up to and now i'm down to 1. What kind of world is this is everyone just

as fucked up with family as I am. All I ever wanted was that big family that when 

I had my own house I could have them come over and have dinners and now I have 

nothing but broken families everywhere. I'm sick of this shit. Everyone's a damn 

mess. I'm being told I can't choose sides I love my niece more than anything I love 

Kitty she's my sister; she's not even like a sister she is my sister. I'm sick to my 

stomach. I honestly cant even look at the people in my family anymore either. 

I feel nothing. I'm doubting everything now. What's the point of having

family if I hate the majority of them. I have like 0 true friends and no one 

talks to me anyways whats the point now, living to do nothing. I lost

my one friend who cared about me and told me she loved me and now 

everything has gone to shit, It's just one things after another.

Maybe it's time to go.

Birthday

It's been a while since my birthday I haven't had time to write.
But it was the best birthday ever.
we started my birthday at Casino Rama, where we got a hotel room,
and we went to the spa (which is a joke there by the way) the girl
was really under educated about anything nail wise which was what my
whole appointment was for, she failed hard core.
But after that nonsense we went to the room and then got ready to go to
dinner and then gambling.

The 27th we went around Orillia and did some window shopping
I found the cutest bear ever! besides Barry of course.

Then we went to RJ & Darquis' place where they ordered
chinese food and bought me a hello kitty DQ cake.
they also surprised me with a gift of the 3rd and 4th
skull duggary plesant books.

the 28th we went to a dart tournament in memory of
one of the guys that passed away that played darts with the
group that we play with. To many drunks for me.

On my actual birthday the 29th; we went to the 400 flee market
and then went to Orillia to the East side marios for dinner with
both my parents and barry's parents. and then we had to go to his parents
house because they had a gift for me there which turned out to be the
most gorgeous hope chest ever. I love it so much.

Needless to say best birthday ever.

Also Barry got me the best gift ever!
Bed and Breakfast stay at a really big estate away from everything <3
I can't wait!

Lol were goobs!