I'm sick to my stomach right now. I literally cant take anymore of this
bullshit family nonsense. Everyone is so vindictive and secretive behind
everyone else back and I hate it. I had two good sets of family members
my cousins Rich and Kitty and my Aunt Colette and Uncle Tim. People I
look up to and now i'm down to 1. What kind of world is this is everyone just
as fucked up with family as I am. All I ever wanted was that big family that when
I had my own house I could have them come over and have dinners and now I have
nothing but broken families everywhere. I'm sick of this shit. Everyone's a damn
mess. I'm being told I can't choose sides I love my niece more than anything I love
Kitty she's my sister; she's not even like a sister she is my sister. I'm sick to my
stomach. I honestly cant even look at the people in my family anymore either.
I feel nothing. I'm doubting everything now. What's the point of having
family if I hate the majority of them. I have like 0 true friends and no one
talks to me anyways whats the point now, living to do nothing. I lost
my one friend who cared about me and told me she loved me and now
everything has gone to shit, It's just one things after another.
Maybe it's time to go.
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