Past Choices

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I recently found some old photo's of my self and others from high school

days and I can't believe how skinny I was. It made me cry honestly because of the

things that people used to say to me about my self back then they just hurt me.

I wish I never listened to those people back then and maybe I wouldn't have 

turned out to be the size I am today.

I've realized how much i've changed my appearance a lot to how

others told me to look when I was younger instead of how I wanted to look.

Like chopping off all my hair. I NEVER wanted to do that, and I was 

pressured into it and I cried so much and now my hair never grows past my collar bone.

I wish I just listened to my dad.

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I miss a lot of my old friends too, I've never really felt so lonely some times.

Finding out so many people invite me to things and beg me to come then I hear

that they don't even like me kind of sucks... and they never have a reason.

People are so shallow. I used to make friends with everyone and now people

are so fixated with drama and gossip that they don't care about the truth and 

then they wonder why they have no friends and are sad all the time.

I choose to have little friends because of this.

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