Weekend

My weekend went pretty great not going to lie.

Had a ton of fun and I can't wait to go to Brampton next

weekend again for my family birthday. Hopefully it goes as planned.

Also here learn your ABC's Serial Killer Style.

Judgement & My Life

So I got called some weirdo 'goth' girl today.

I really would like to start this off with i'm not your stereotype.

Please don't label me anything more than an individual.

I may like things that people who claim to be 'goth' like

but that doesn't make me one and I wont claim to be one.

I appreciate the culture and some clothing choices. not all but some.

Going from that I love serial killers, horror paraphernalia, & anything weird and unusual. 

I've always been weird and unusual my self. 

I was always picked on as a child for it but i've never really given a shit 

about what people think about me. 

Only makes me want to be more of an individual. ♥

I dress how I want, some days not even how I want to just what I have.

I get bored of things really easily & I really hate hypocrites.

♥ ♥ ♥

My mother is a woman of many talents and is very smart, she'd

do anything for anyone because she's just kind hearted like that.

She get's treated like shit a lot and knows it and some times by the

people she spends the most time with which really pisses me off but it's her

battle to fight so I just keep my mouth shut which is big for me.

♥ ♥ ♥

My father is a biker and a man of many talents as well.

He's a welder, a knitter, a painter, air brush artist, truck driver, guitarist and more.

My father is a great man of many wisdom's, he doesn't put up with bullshit.

He lives for Harley Davidson and his bike gang friends and family.

I've grown up my whole life surrounded by bikers but never really taken on

the style if there is one. I do love the leather jackets but i've never found one that

spoke to me to wear it. I go to bike shows constantly with my father and his

1st prize winning bike all over Canada and the States.

His bikes been a special feature in magazines, made offers from a few

very wealthy famous celebs and been guest honors at a few charity bike show events.

We always make a point to show up. He's always there for me.

♥ ♥ ♥

I'm not here for anyone's judgement or to show off.

I like what I like it's a weird combination but i'm sure i'm not the only one

in the world who has the same passions as I do.

& i've grown as i've aged as I should, I want what I want and I like what I like.

I live how I want to, I love who I want to, & I do what I want to.

If you can't accept that then it's your loss not mine.

"If your going to do something, do it well, 

& leave something witchy, leave a sign to let the world know you were there.

Have a good day" - Charles Milles Manson

Goth web update

So I Spent St. Patrick's Day With Ash,

Finally got our photo that we took together.

We look green which is funny considering the day haha

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On another note i've found a website that combines my

two addictions, facebook and Vampirefreaks.com

http://gothise.com/

I haven't figured everything out with how it works yet

but i'm liking it so far, trying to get a few friends to sign up

as well, if you want to join please do and add me :)

LuciLawless of course my loves <3

Day one

Made it in good time to Hamilton.
Traffic was only slow in one area which is good considering it's toronto drivers.
But anyways there was no where to park but this weird parking lot a block down the street with a sign saying 'were not responsible for any damages or theft caused to vehicles parked here'
Comforting.....
Anyways we ended up going out walking around down town finding really nothing but we had fun.
I got waved at by some people in cars driving back, for some reason I felt the need/obligation to wave back XD
We came back to Ash and Wills place to eat and watch some shows to rest from our walk. Ended up not going back out cause we got tired but it was fun :)

Here's what I looked like today nothing fancy just me lol!

2012 outdoor for summer

Abbigail & Dellilah's 2012 trip outside.

St. Patrick's Day

Here's My St. Patrick's Day With Ashley.

Green Apple Martini's and Buddha :)

I Wanted To Get My Nails Done But The Place Was Closed

But Here Are Some Really Cool Nail Art's I Found!

Hamilton

I'm heading to Hamilton tomorrow morning.

Going to hang out with Ashie !

Going to have a fun weekend no matter what :)

Mascara Review and T-shirt

So this was the Mascara that I won in the makeup contest

It's Isadora's Precision Mascara 10 Black

The brush is really small but so effective!

It's not heavy and give's my lashes a long and lush look.

I love this product.

I WANT THIS SHIRT!!!

And the one below is so awesome ans it's hand made too.

She painted it her self! So creative!

Origami

This is seriously one of the coolest origami's i've ever seen!

Made with one square piece of paper!

B-day gift

Happy Early Birthday To Me

Just bought my self a brand new wallet!

Iron Fist Ladies Bowed Over Wallet ♥

 I've wanted this wallet since summer last year

when I saw it in D-Toxx and it was on sale!! 

Now All I need is the purse to go with it :)

baby shower

Hey everyone, so that baby shower went great

this is what I wore. Sorry no better photo's was drinking lol 

Hence the weird face lol. But yeah there was some stupid shit that

went down lets just say I lost a lot of respect for one of my cousins kind of

upsetting. I also didn't get to see Ashley but it's alright because I'm going back

Down next weekend to hang out with her we're going to get our nails done

and just go crazy all around town. Might bring my friend Andrew with.

I can't wait to live in Toronto this town I live in is so boring, there's

nothing to do here and there's really no job opportunities i'm

actually going job hunting tomorrow so I should be in

bed but I don't want to so i'm not. 

--♥--

P.s. This is Whiskey. My aunt adopted her and she's

the sweetest little kitten ever!  She's my little 

Jack Daniels♥

Brampton

Okai well there's nothing more I can do Helter died last night.

I hate loosing pets even if people say "they're just fish".

Most people when they get fish just get them on a whim and don't put

much thought into it, I spent 2 years researching my Blood Parrot fish and finally

went and bought them as babies once I had everything for them. So I loved them

just as much as I would a cat or dog. So their death does upset me.

They're not just fish to me, and it doesn't help any that they're suppose to live 15 years.

I'm not sure I want anymore fish though it's so painful when they die I can't bare to see their lifeless

bodies floating around in the water like some childs bath toy when they used to be so full of life.

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On another note which is happier but sad at the same time.

I'm in Brampton, was suppose to meet up with Ashley but the guy who said

would give her a ride isn't returning her phone calls so we have to wait until tomorrow now.

But it's still all good. I have to get up early tomorrow and do my aunts hair and I have 

to go to Party Packagers and get some invitations to hand out at this baby shower for my

birthday this March. It's probably the only time I'll be able to hand them out to everyone lol.

P.s. Cat Butt!

Helter Skelter

My beloved fish got ich virus from previous fish I owned that passed. 

Skelter passed on Monday and I've done everything in my power to keep 

Helter alive I've transferred him into a brand new tank with all new water very 

sterile and he seems to be doing better I just have to wait for money to get the proper 

medication to get rid of all the ich. I really hope he lives.

Abbigail ♥

My Abbeh ♥

Life

I'm not your average girl.

I'm different, At least I aspire to be.

I really need to get out of this town, nothing but

misery follows me around here. Since I've moved here

I've gone through most horrors that no one person should.

--♥--

In other news I've been loosing a ton of weight and I'm quite

proud of my self. I'm going to get into waist training once 

I get to my goal weight In total that means I need 

to loose 71lbs. I'd like to do that before my

friend Brit's wedding I want to look

good for her wedding not fat.

I'm taking my mom out today to get her

a facial, manicure and pedicure at the spa in town

We're making Newman Marcus cookies for the baby shower

this weekend, I'm really excited to see my family plus my 21st birthday

is coming up soon this March 29th. So my moms going to have a huge family

party on one day and another day I'm going to go up to Hamilton and hang out with 

Ashley and we're going to to around town and get free stuff and just get drunk cause we can.

This photo is from the first drinks we had together :) ♥

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Well I have to say i'm getting really tired of people

just judging me... You don't know me you know of me

you know nothing about me, so shut up.

Don't spread rumors about me cause I will find out

that it was you, i'm not stupid.

Also whom I go out with and whom I decided not

to stay with for personal reasons is none of your damn

business it's my relationship I always end them on a good

note if it comes to that I never try to hurt anyone I'm 

always considerate and I just let them know that I don't think

it will work out not just "oh your nasty fuck you"

no i'm not an ignorant person who just goes around hurting people.

Just because your friends with them doesn't mean you

have the right to judge me and i'm sure they wouldn't want 

you to be so bitter as to judge me for not having common bounds.

You're just missing out.

--♥--

Today's Look

This is today's look.

Corset by KittysCoven.

Hair Clips from ebay.

Look at my sexy iPhone <3

Around My Neck

I've been feeling a bit more tired than usual.

I'm guessing that's why i'm not doing much with my appearance

lately. I'm just to tired.  I think everyone's just feeling

tired lately. I have a baby shower to go to this weekend

I think i'm leaving on the Thursday and going shopping at 

Passions first. Then were heading to Brampton to see 

family and friends. I really can't wait cause I want

to see my friend Ashley, I love hanging out with her.

I hope my blog is going well because i've always been 

a little skeptical about blogging since I found out about it.

I love meeting new people and talking with others.

I often do pen pal letters with Ashley because we

don't live close so it's so much fun :)

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These are my defining necklaces.

Top: Ashley - our friendship necklace it's a half

a heart with a crown that says BFF.

Middle: Sabbie - Charmed symbol necklace we have

matching ones with matching earrings.

Bottom: Me - This is my favorite necklace, it's one of my

fear i'm quite scared of spiders and yet I love this piece.

Makeup - finds - no makeup

Here's yesterday's look today.

I'm looking for a perfect look for my cousins

baby shower. I can't seem to find it .

However I did find this at Value Village :)

Helter Skelter<3

Colored over my hair color with pink cupcake.

Has a pink tint now which you can't really see with this picture.

Also no makeup ahhh don't judge XD

I look so normal lately my punky goth style is so washy lately.

sad sad face for me. 

I need to get a job fast it's hard in this dead town.

I want to live in Brampton with my friends Ashie and Will <3

Getting my nails done with Ashie this weekend :)

Can't wait!

Makeup contest

I won a makeup contest a few weeks ago 1st place.

IsaDora Makeup Contest. 

I won a gorgeous black makeup bag, makeup remover and mascara.

I was so amazed I won because I entered just on a whim and

didn't really put much effort into my entry either I was just bored.

I'm really proud though out of the 40 people who entered I won 1st.

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This is my look today. My mum bought me this scarf for my birthday

March 29th :) <3

My look consists of Yellow|BlueGreen|Purple with black cat liner

and Lash Blast Mascara. All shadows are from the Manly 120 pallet.

Ashie

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My sexy ear muffs that my best friend Ashie got me.

She know's I don't wear hats much in the winter cause I

put a lot of effort into doing my hair so she got me these that wrap

around the back of my head that wont wreck my hair.

I love her she's so amazing <3

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