I hate being sick

Almost 3 weeks now

3 bloody weeks i've been living (barely)

with this damned cold....

started off with stomach pains for 4 days

grew to a soar throat then laryngitis

then on top of getting laryngitis I get this 

god awful cough that's like the fires of a thousand suns

started coughing up blood ... sweet...

week one is over with 3 trips to the clinic.

here's week 2.

still laryngitis, still have the cough

i'm drinking this green bile in a bottle this idiot

of a clinic doctor gave me just to numb my throat

yes your helpful...not

on top of this shit i'm going through I had now

a runny nose...cold sweats, fever, nausea

was delusional, ears popping, and soar muscles.

2 trips to the clinic later with my friend Hope

driving me once still no help thanks doc.

Last night trip to the hospital....why?

because on top of all this shit i'm going through

my ear decided 'hey it's time to hurt!'

so i'm writhing in pain can't sleep

go a grab these ear drops my mother was 

given for ear pain fast relief she never used (recent)

MADE IT WORSE!

felt like a knife was dancing in my ear... then to 

top it off I became deaf in that ear...

Doctor came in was astonished that the clinic was

so negligent to my symptoms and gave me what I need

starting to feel better my throats still a little soar but 

what do I expect from coughing so much it's going to be raw

still have a runny nose to...which I hate....gross....

All I have to say is forget clinics

the hospital is where it's at!

Thanks 

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas everyone it's been a while

my photography page is taking off like nothing

I love all the cute Christmas baby portraits

I get to to this time of year.

So far this year I have had to rebook

everyone due to laryngitis...

my throat is swollen and it's contagious

i've given it to one other person in my house 

so far. Brutal voice loss.

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New Painting

I did a new painting last night.

It's a black and white portrait silhouette of

Charles Manson

I'm thinking i'll either do

Albert Fish 

next or

John Wayne Gacy

Leave a comment to help me pick :)

♥Pet Love♥

All my beautiful pets

♥Abbigail♥

♥Dellilah♥

♥Cocaine♥

Weekend

My weekend went pretty great not going to lie.

Had a ton of fun and I can't wait to go to Brampton next

weekend again for my family birthday. Hopefully it goes as planned.

Also here learn your ABC's Serial Killer Style.

Judgement & My Life

So I got called some weirdo 'goth' girl today.

I really would like to start this off with i'm not your stereotype.

Please don't label me anything more than an individual.

I may like things that people who claim to be 'goth' like

but that doesn't make me one and I wont claim to be one.

I appreciate the culture and some clothing choices. not all but some.

Going from that I love serial killers, horror paraphernalia, & anything weird and unusual. 

I've always been weird and unusual my self. 

I was always picked on as a child for it but i've never really given a shit 

about what people think about me. 

Only makes me want to be more of an individual. ♥

I dress how I want, some days not even how I want to just what I have.

I get bored of things really easily & I really hate hypocrites.

♥ ♥ ♥

My mother is a woman of many talents and is very smart, she'd

do anything for anyone because she's just kind hearted like that.

She get's treated like shit a lot and knows it and some times by the

people she spends the most time with which really pisses me off but it's her

battle to fight so I just keep my mouth shut which is big for me.

♥ ♥ ♥

My father is a biker and a man of many talents as well.

He's a welder, a knitter, a painter, air brush artist, truck driver, guitarist and more.

My father is a great man of many wisdom's, he doesn't put up with bullshit.

He lives for Harley Davidson and his bike gang friends and family.

I've grown up my whole life surrounded by bikers but never really taken on

the style if there is one. I do love the leather jackets but i've never found one that

spoke to me to wear it. I go to bike shows constantly with my father and his

1st prize winning bike all over Canada and the States.

His bikes been a special feature in magazines, made offers from a few

very wealthy famous celebs and been guest honors at a few charity bike show events.

We always make a point to show up. He's always there for me.

♥ ♥ ♥

I'm not here for anyone's judgement or to show off.

I like what I like it's a weird combination but i'm sure i'm not the only one

in the world who has the same passions as I do.

& i've grown as i've aged as I should, I want what I want and I like what I like.

I live how I want to, I love who I want to, & I do what I want to.

If you can't accept that then it's your loss not mine.

"If your going to do something, do it well, 

& leave something witchy, leave a sign to let the world know you were there.

Have a good day" - Charles Milles Manson